I am very heart broken today, I try very very hard based on what I know, to do what I can for other's, but no matter HOW HARD I try, I seem to be like that Older brother, who's brothers are not happy with him and blame him for everything. I wish there was a cave somewhere, Where I can just go and HIDE from the world, and just live my life... I want to apologize to everyone, who has learned anything from me, Kindly un-learn it as it is all false based on what other's may tell you. I am stupid and crazy to dream bigger than other people around me, and I should not show other's to dream, I Dream of a Pakistan where everyone makes minimum of at least $300 a month to $1000 a month, So I am sorry for dreaming that, I am sorry for teaching and sharing the rotten bad knowledge of failures that I know of my life, which is useless for everyone who wishes to fail on their own, and learn only and only from the failures, thus making success even farther away from how far it really is. I am sorry for paying people money, to actually learn on the job, and I am sorry for giving gift's from my own pocket, which I could use to buy toys and expensive stuff for my own family and myself, Just like all other smart businessmen do. I am sorry to share my life how I live so other's can see that I am no other than anyone else, and they too can live like me if they chose to, But I am so sorry for showing this way. But Most I am sorry to my own parents and family, for not spending enough time with them, and spending it with others, in Hope that one day, they can do what I do, and I can just go and hide in my cave. I am tired, very very very tired of doing all I do, answering hundreds of people every day, which feels like being Jim Carrey ~ in the movie God Almighty where no matter how many wishes I try to answer, they just do not stop, and yet I wake up to days where JUST THAT ONE PERSON who was I miss Spelled a word with will come back and hunt me down for hours that I am some jackass :) So you all, I AM A BIG Jackass, A fool, A stupid dreamer who DARED To dream. Do forgive me all, who have been hurt by my deeds, as NO MATTER how Hard I try, it is just not enough! I will try to learn to focus on my self and closest to me more again. May God give me the strength to do so. I will soon be closing my personal facebook account, and hand over the Rehan Allahwala page to someone to manage, so you may want to like it if you want.