Every day, there is something that happens, that can break me down, there are quarrels among people, there are ego's of people who come into play, there are desires in me and around me, that say to me, "why not have this for your self", There are many things I wish to do that may be wrong, or just not what my MISSION is, so I have to fight with them, many times I loose, many times I win, It is what life is about I guess, One day I wake up to believe that I can do anything with the help of the almighty, and other days, I realize, I am nobody (which is the truth) . The result is, that I think now, that life is not all about doing things for others, but a process to make one's own self better, not the physical part, but the soul, to purify it, and every single day is a test, which we wake up to, and are tested to make our soul stronger and purer, every single day. If the almighty wanted to fix things around us, he can, as he is KUN fa YAQOON, but he let's us use these problems around us as an opportunity to become a better human being, and allows us to be pure as we can be. Rehan Allahwala